REN.

I love you. Seriously. You have no idea how boundlessly awesome you are. I mean, okay. So I had a horrible night last night. After pestering my teacher with emails about the grades I'm getting in one of my online classes---those of you who talk to me about RL shit have probably heard me rant about said classes---I finally got an email back, around 1 am this morning. This class, because it's online, is Mon - Sun, seven days a week, and the teacher expects a FUCKLOAD of work out of you because of it. I usually do the homework and post for this class Thur - Sun because it fits better with the homework schedule for my other classes.

The teacher decided to wait until MIDTERMS to tell me that unless I posted something by Wednesday every week, I automatically do not recieve an A. Halfway through the fucking class he says this. I have worked HARD to make my posts high-quality, and now I find out this means jackshit.

So. Yeah. I cried for about an hour, said "fuck this game", and went to bed. It was all very emo of me, but I've been so stressed out and feeling horrible the last couple of weeks, and this was the cherry. WHYYYYY AM I BEING SO EMOTIONALLLLLLLLLL. I HAVEN'T BEEN THIS WEEPY IN YEARS.

So then I wake up this morning---still feeling like shit, thanks---and I went down to check my mail, only to find THAT I HAD RECIEVED A PACKAGE. Ninja'ing silently through the hallways, I---okay, so I lie. I took my keys to the packing tape in the elevator and opened it up there >_<. *has no patience* ANYWAY. It was from Ren, and it was full of cute things and the NHS2 Shikamaru CD (zomg, that took me back to the good old days), and a little note, too. Okay. So that kinda pushed me over the edge with the warm-and-fuzzies and I started crying again. Ren, you are an awesome friend and I hope you realize that. I'm sorry I've been so scatterbrained and bad about RP stuff lately---if nothing else, we have the fact that I have a month of winter break to look forward to. You are my anti-emo.

♥,

Kitty